Saturday, November 21, 2009

2.

"the hopeless" (otherwise known as "the lover")

-- you need to know that i don't feel for anyone else what i feel for you... i've never had this feeling about anyone else.

-- i uhh... i don't know what to say about that. why do i need to know that?

-- i guess it's not so much that you need to know, but that i need to tell you. because my life is at a stand still... and when things pause, i think about the possibility of you. just being nearer to you.

-- i can't say the things you want to hear...

-- you don't ever have to say anything to me. i'm treading rough waters, and i can continue on like this forever, just knowing that i put it all out there, just waiting for you to come around... waiting for a chance. doesn't matter if it never comes. i've done the talking... i can do the waiting.

-- ...i don't want you sitting around waiting for something that's never going to happen. that's ridiculous.

-- i don't mind... everything else sucks anyways... you're all that i've got, as well as everything that i don't. a reminder that love might exist.

-- whatever...

-- hey. angels shouldn't use such common phrases... don't try to be everyone else. because you can't.

-- you know, you're an idiot. you put me in awkward situations, and make me feel terrible for something i can't control. what's wrong with you?

-- ... the idiot with no value and nothing to lose, why shouldn't he throw his hat in the ring? my hat's no good on my head anymore.

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